:(

it must be nice.

to live.

not knowing.

the bad things.

i think i would like to get back to there someday. i don't know whether that means moving forward or moving back.

or both.

but i do know that tonight is the loneliest night i've spent in a very, very long time.

pineapple

goodness. weeks fly by nowadays.

i'm loving the whole mama thing. it kind of surprises me. i was always the "no i don't need to hold the baby" and "i'm going to teach my kid to make mama a martini" kind of girl.

and yet she has completely changed my world.

but in some ways i am still totally, irreversibly, me.



take this pineapple ring. i am in love with it. i need it. i gotta have it.

practical? no. could scratch baby! but i love it!