i can feel myself pulling away.
just like last time. even though i know it is not the same.
i smiled like it didn't matter. i laughed like i was indifferent. i pretended that everything was okay. i tucked it all deep inside. imploded. oh, that trap of mine. it was all my doing so there was no one else to blame.
looking back, i don't know if i regret the way i did it. i did it my way. the only way i knew how. mine.
and in the end, i can only do what i can do.
because i cannot control anything, or anyone, else.
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