tonic

i found myself thinking about you the other night. whenever i do i end up smiling.

i wish you the best. all i want is for you to be happy.

one night i sat in your lap, asked you about xmas wishes.

you told me the three things you wanted.

i wanted to give you those three things, even if they were impossible for me to give.

that was the same night you told me that we probably wouldn't know each other when your next birthday rolled around.

i didn't understand. but i did. i just didn't want to think about it.

it was inevitable. it wasn't meant to be.

and now i think nothing but sweet thoughts of you.