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i know that this too, shall pass.

and i will feel like myself again. i am trying to enjoy my time and relax. i want to focus on something meaningful. i want to do something. be positive.

i know i will get those things back someday.

i am very lucky.

the bf has been amazing. he has been working an awful lot, and he comes home tired almost everyday. yet he still finds time between walking through the door and crashing in bed to make me feel normal again. we will have some tea together. we will laugh.

that's how i know.