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i have been so busy lately.

i started a new job, and it just. takes. a lot. out. of me.

i am trying to find the balance.

and i think soon i will have it.

i will be back in your arms once again.

and everything you do won't be so irksome. instead it will be quirky and adorable. i will not snap. i will love with my arms and my heart and my words. i will not grimace or grit. i will smirk and giggle. i will make time to listen. fully. not half-listening while plonking on my laptop late at night. i will notice the colors of the sunset and how full the moon is. clap my hands when something makes me happy. close my eyes without seeing work details. yoga in the morning. and cuddle at night.

someday. i will be yours.