so.
my little baby brother is going to propose to his long-time gf.
i am thrilled.
for him.
and sad for me.
i know it's petty. i know that there are worse things than two people finding love and getting married and living happily ever after. i know that it just hurts because it's not me.
and maybe it's not for me. perhaps the path i have chosen, the only one i can control, is mine. and the only thing i can do, everyday, is do the best i can do.
and someday it won't feel so bad. today already is brighter, and more hopeful. and i don't need what i thought i did, because i can do anything.
3 comments:
Very thoughtful perspective, my dear.
sweetie ... it was so good talking to you! And dont be so hard on yourself - you are amazing and things will work out the way they are supposed to. dont take life so seriously. love you!
You have a BF you adore.
You get to travel.
You have great taste in everything.
You're smart, and funny.
I bet you're gorgeous too.
Don't worry about what you don't have (yet), think about what you do.
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