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why is it that you are my best friend...

and i still stifle my feelings?

i don't get it.

i wonder if i hold them in because i don't want to make everything an issue.

or maybe i am looking for a reason.

i just can't help feeling like we will never get back to where we were.

and how do we move forward from here?

but just as i can't force us to the beginning, i can't move us to the end.

i don't want to wait in vain. but i want to wait for you.

i hate when i can't control things.

like my life. or your life. or ours.