end

thank goodness.

i am thankful that the month of july is coming to a close.

i look forward to a new month. i let myself go and let current anxiety fade.

i have had five straight nights of wickedly vivid dreams. this usually means my mind is racing, even while sleeping.

i am trying to figure things out. i am constantly trying.

during the last days of each month, i stop trying so hard,

and just try to be.