light

patience has never been mine.

i have been waiting for something.

i know what i want.

except this time, i felt like i wanted something that was right.

turns out, i missed the mark again.

and now i wonder if i have it in me to wait for something that might never come.

strike that.

i know i don't have it in me.

it's okay though. i am optimistic that someday it will happen.

just not today.

i find solace in knowing that i at least know i am wrong, versus trying to believe in something i didn't know.

out of the dark.