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i couldn't bear it if anyone thought the bf was a jerk, so i took down yesterday's post.

the truth is, we cannot help where we are, or where we come from.

i just wish we were walking this path at the same pace. but i just keep running ahead to get somewhere i have never been, to see something i have never seen. i race through like most everything i do, eager to be somewhere else. even if i don't know where that somewhere really is. i want everything i want. and i want it now.

and sometimes it's not fair.

i am dating one of the sweetest, kindest, gentlest, smartest men i have ever known. i believe he could do anything. he makes me feel like i have never felt, and being with him is the meaning of true for me. i want him in his underwear as much as i want him in his glasses. we are both fiery. and passionate. in different ways. and about different things. i am crazy about him. and he drives me crazy. he is mine, and i am his.

so what do you do with something like that?

you hold onto it and never let go.